Not lost...just undiscovered

I woke up and set my intentions for the day.  I was off to an outdoor yoga class and then I thought I was going to be helping paint my daughters living room.  As it turned out, my daughter was bringing the kids to a Black Lives Matter protest downtown.  I thought for a moment and realized that I wanted to go along in case she needed me to help with the kids. As we walked towards the protest, my grandkids carried their signs with pride.  My nine year old grand daughter was old enough to understand and verbalize, that she was doing this to support a cause. She later stated, "All people are equal and Black lives matter."  My four year old grandson was less verbal but none the less was engaged with the energy that surrounded us.   Despite their age difference, these two are quite close.  Sure, they argue like most siblings, but they defend each other fiercely.  They are both products of a biracial marriage,  my grand daughter inheriting he...

Pammiepinksunglasses So here it is... the why.  With this picture as evidence, Pammie Pink Sunglasses was born. Pink Sunglasses Hiding behind them for confidence Wearing hand spun clothes Made from the hands of a well intentioned mother Pink Sunglasses Do I look like a movie star? Is anyone looking Why can't they see me? Pink Sunglasses Ever since we got to New York It's Pamela this, Pamela that Why did she have to come anyway. Pink Sunglasses I look good they're just jealous Can we go shopping?

My brother paperdolls endless teasing gut wrenching laughter birth of my first born by my side holding my hand endless talks taking my side staying through the tears growing old endless teasing gut wrenching laughter

" Lighthouses symbolize  the way forward and help in navigating our way through rough waters ...whether those waters be financial, personal, business or spiritual in nature. Nothing else speaks of safety and security in the face of adversity and challenge quite the way a  lighthouse does ." So,  for many reasons, it is fitting my 26 day journey ended here at the Jupiter Inlet Lighthouse.  Having this time with family and friends has truly been a gift I will be forever grateful.   A year ago, I started a new journey, leaving behind a predictable but stress inducing life. Continuing down the path of minimalism and seeking time instead of things. When doubt creeps in for any reason, I remind myself that I am exactly where I am suppose to be ..today..this minute..for now.  I continue to embrace change, to be open to what comes next and to do my best to not fall into complacency. As I close my eyes tonight, I wonder what tomorrow will bring. 

Recently played at this course.  As my golf partner was driving us to the next Tee box, I asked him to stop a moment so I could take in this view.  In this moment, the golf game never entered my thoughts, only the beauty of my surroundings. I continue to be surprised at all the life lessons this game has taught me over the past 6 years.  Ben Hogan was spot on,  " as you walk down the fairway of life you must smell the roses, for you only get to play one round."

"You are so brave".  I have made several major life changes over the past several years, and I often hear those four words.  I am more inclined to think of it as having faith.  Having trust...in yourself..knowing that all is well in the moment.  Don't misunderstand, I've been anxiety ridden and down right scared out of my mind during many of those changes.  It "ain't" easy.  It is possible. I left a job Dec 29, 2018 because integrity was worth more than any paycheck.  I had no idea what I would do. I only knew what I would not do.  By Feb 1, I had sold my house (to a family member which made it much easier). I secured a new job and moved into an apartment in the city that was part of a compensation for my new employment as a residential counselor.  I was able to pay off my debt and start a new adventure.  I gave away much of what I had accumulated and only took what would fit in a three room apartment.  The anxiety turned into...

Blessings for Marriage So very young She was swept off her feet By someone who was so underserving... I could only sit back and wait to pick up the pieces, Which I did over and over again. His unfaithfulness left her bent But not broken She emerged a Phoenix  You capatured the heart of this beautiful bird And let her go once before Will you be blinded again? I think not.  You know what you almost lost forever,  And you know the struggles of your families cultural discontent You also know that your heart is only complete when joined with hers I know that her love is true And her heart is stronger when joined with yours And that is why I give you my blessing.  Her heart is already yours.